I've had enough
I'm sick of seeing and touching
Both sides of things
Sick of being the damn bridge
for everybody
Nobody
Can talk to anybody
Without me
Right?
I explain my mother to my
father my father to my little sister
My little sister to my brother
my brother to the white feminists
The white feminists to the
Black church folks the Black church folks
To the ex-hippies the ex-hippies
to the Black separatists the
Black separatists to the
artists the artists to the my friends' parents. .
Then I've got to explain
myself
To everybody
I do more translating
Than the Gawdamn U.N.
Forget it
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of filling in your
gaps
Sick of being your insurance
against
The isolation of your self-imposed
limitations
Sick of being the crazy
at your holiday dinners
Sick of being the odd one
at your Sunday Brunches
Sick of being the sole Black
friend to 34 individual white people
Find another connection to
the rest of the world
Find something else to make
you legitimate
Find some other way to be
political and hip
I will not be the bridge
to your womanhood
Your manhood
Your human-ness
I'm sick of reminding you
not to
Close off too tight for
too long
I'm sick of mediating with
your worst self
On behalf of your better
selves
I am sick
Of having to remind you
to breath
Before you suffocate
Your own fool self.
Forget it
Stretch or drown
Evolve or die
The bridge I must be
Is the Bridge to my own
power
I must translate
My own fears
Mediate
My own weaknesses
I
must be the bridge to nowhere
But my true self
And then
I will be useful. |